It’s been a few weeks since my first post and I have to say I’m even more enthused and excited about my journey into self hypnosis. In fact it seems to be creating it’s own path in my life I had not imagined. The thirst and hunger I have for learning, absorbing EVERY bit of info I can is surprising even to me. I’m on lesson 5 of my 7 part course and I think I’ll cry if I can’t find a way to continue to the advanced learning. I haven’t been this almost obsessed with anything since I started designing. Design is still my passion and always will be but I made a notation the other day. After having a not so great day heading then to the evening when the normal blues and helplessness would set in from current life situations, instead I sat down with my lesson and felt renewed, refreshed and with more hope than ever.

I’m fascinated by both types of Suggestibles and discovered I’m an Emotional Suggestible (no shock there hahaha).

Here’s a note of irony. Many moons ago shortly after my dad left, weeks after, I had the chance to get a job with a well established hypnotherapist in my area, as his secretary. I turned down the job because it was a bit further away than the one I ended up taking. I can’t help but wonder how different life would have turned out. No point in pondering but it’s normal I guess to imagine. And that same man is still in practice all these years later.

I still have such a long way to go, so much to learn and unfortunately much of everyday life still resisting my steps but I have a new direction and gotta find that path somehow to reach that destination. What started out as a mere curiosity and what I viewed in neutral terms as to a possible solution to a few issues in my life, has transformed into what is appearing to be an absolute passion.

I’ve got some pain tonight so I know this post is a bit disjointed and all over the map but I’m so excited, far more than anything I can recall in the past as to a possible purpose in life. Now I need to continue working on being the walking example of all this tool can do and improve. Baby steps I know … but I’m wanting to take leaps and bounds!